Soon I'll be turning 19, and I just wasted another year. Even if it took years to go full time I'd love to just have HRT already, get laser done, etc. Even if I had to still live as male, just being able to look how I like and maybe get people mistaking my gender would be enough for me now.
Do you get any pschological treatment ? if not then find yourself a psychiatrist who is specialised in the field of transpeople. And you should search for some transwoman you can befriend. I really don't know much about your hometown but surely there will be some kind of transgender support. FInd them and if something feels good keep it if something feels bad dump it. And don't be so hard on yourself there are some hot guys out there who would love ... to love you ;) I'm definitely not as pretty as you are but even I get a lot of ... positive feedback. Transwoman have quite a fanclub out there. Yeah your live won't be normal but who wants to be normal anyway. There is a good chance that your live is going to be absolutely fabulous. :)
ResponderExcluirNot, I found this therapist but since my father didn't agreed I never got around to see her. I will probably try to mention her again, see if he agrees this time, otherwise I'll have to do it on my own, and that terrifies me.
ResponderExcluirThank you for the kind words. I try to think positive and that there's a chance I'll look good and have a happy life.