Therapy :)

 Next week will be my third time in therapy(holiday this week),and in the session there is still the awkward silence,but it is getting better,I guess.So,my therapist(who is not a gender therapist) want me to remember some events in my life that maybe have something to do with me being transsexual.I believe she thinks that it have to do with the fact that I spend more time with my mother,but I really don't think so.I really believe that is something biological/genetical,but my therapist don't think so because I have a non-trans twin brother,but Wal Torres(ts doctor)said that it can happen,because is neuro-endocrine so it can happen with a twin and not with the other.
She didn't said anything about changing to a gender therapist or something,but I already said that I really want to start hormones soon,that I feel disgusted and uncomfortable with a male body,that I always felt that I should/wanted to be a girl and stuff.
Bye^^